Something hush hush

Whenever I do look upon my own lame fate, And then your beguiling desires, blue in shape, I'm afraid that I might fall to some evil fame. Which people despise and hate; believe it my playmate. As I have in me the two worlds, the first is this tummy Followed by the eternal if you don't disbelieve. I've had to walk through mist and haze with consistency The path is so arduous, I still strive, you see in me The twilight of the dawn, or something like a Plum island; that beguiles your eager bosom, For quite a while, it became more involved The time is uncomfortable, discontinue your Loving more, the life we live is some what above The love, with tranquility, lead your life's ship to shore. ---poet Affaq